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everunsure's Journal
Created on 2006-11-20 02:58:09 (#11648293), last updated 2006-11-26
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Basic Info| Name: | everyone else in the world |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 08-04 |
BioHowever unwise
Day after day play out our lives
However confused
Pretending to know to the end
But this isn't truth this isn't right
This isn't love this isn't life this isn't real
This is a lie
This journal is an escape from who I am. Friend me if you wish. I shouldn't be running away from the person I've become, but I feel I have to do this to be able to finally move on from what's been my life for the past few years.
Almost everything in here is about growing up, breaking away, change, and learning about who I am. It's about changing my number, changing my email, changing all that I've embraced, and hardening myself so I won't run back to what I have wanted to so badly. It's about removing myself from sight, so I can try to continue my life. It's very different to what I'd normally allow people to see, but I'm sick of keeping it in my mind. I'm discovering who I am, discovering what makes me tick, makes me laugh, what makes me really me. It seems as if I've lost that over the years, and I'm not really who I was.
If you find me, please leave me be. It's difficult, but it's better for all of us if we're living seperate lives.
- e.
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